Bobbie (bobbie__thomas) wrote,

You ever feel like you're going in circles? Like you have the same conversation over and over and yet it never seems to get resolved? It's hard, though, because we have completely different opinions about some things and while he doesn't think it's a big deal, I do, and neither one of us are going to change our minds. I just don't know how to not feel like it's a big deal. I try, and I take all the right steps, you know? But it doesn't work. It's like my mind is not letting this one little thing go away. It's frustrating because sooner or later it's going to blow up into something huge, and that's the last thing I want.

I'm still sick, which doesn't help matters, either. I spent the whole weekend in bed, and not in the good way I spent last weekend in bed. I think I slept more in this past weekend than I did all week. I called into work today, told them I was going to work from home - well, Ryan's house - and someone is going to drop off the last minute things I need at lunch.

I also called Joshua and told him to come over. I haven't seen him for any length of time lately and besides missing him, I could use a good long talk. He'll either agree with me or tell me to shut up and hopefully make the problem in my head go away. As much as I hate when people disagree with me, I'm really hoping it's the second option.

I actually got done all my Christmas shopping, too. I did most of it online, since now it's too late for me to go out and brave the stores. I had to pay extra for faster delivery, but it's so worth it. I love Christmas and I can't wait for this weekend. I have a feeling this is going to be the best Christmas I've had in a long time.
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